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Monday, January 2
Since Last Year & For This Year @ Monday, January 02, 2012

Student Life
It's 2012 and I'm still alive here with all this final semester things going around. Have to take my final exam starting this week until the next two weeks and after that I have to do my practicum at Sabah for 3 months period. Means that I didn't go back there since last year (I feel terrible about it but now I'm okay)

Personal Life
Being a son and the only son that taking degree course in the family make me stress and down. For real, I'm tired of all this with all the siblings in the family especially my parents ask me to do that and this..must that and this..I'm a human and being a human I do have feelings. Sometimes, it made me so down and sad. Why me? Why not my brothers? Well, when I think back again, thinking more sane and wisely, in the end it's not for them but for myself. College is like a running track and life is a race and to achieve my own personal golden triumph, I must do and let out the best in me. Again, it's for me and not for someone else. I thank my family for letting me study and learn about life in my own will and not demanding something else that I don't like with my life. Personally, the most important matter in everything we do is God. Without God's love, we will never be who we are now and I thank God for His bless, love, patient and kindness to me. Ya... I feel blessed (Amen).

She Is The Only Exception & Honesty Is The Best Policy
I wanna say thanks to Jessica for being such a wonderful person from the beginning of our relationship. I appreciate all the things that she did and gave to me. Honestly, she is not a beauty pageant, not a princess and all but I still love her very much. I'm no prince charming and she still put me in her heart. I thank God for bring her into my life. I don't know what will happen to both of us in the future so both of us decided to live our life and giving our best for the present and I think that is more important rather than worrying for something that everyone don't know accept God. May God bless our relationship. *finger crossed

New Year, May God Have Mercy On Us
I think it's funny to see all people around me celebrating new year's eve with drinking, drunk and so on...let us relax and think again..how if God just extend the judgement day for the one last time and give all the people in this world a one last chance to do good deeds and be loyal to Him? Think, and that's all for now. Until then.

"Humble but still the best seed"

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