Friday, January 13
The Last Game @ Friday, January 13, 2012
Finally in a few days I will leave Selangor for good. My friends planed a special futsal game tonight for me. I thanked them for that. It's like my testimonial game after 3 years with my futsal team, the LG3 FC. The game was great and I did score hatrick. Maybe this is the last time I meet some of them. Since this is my second last week for me here, I only has 1 last paper to face. To think back, there's so many things I learned about life after 3 years and it made me more mature (I think). Many good and bad stuff happened, up and down also happened both in my study and personal life. Lost and found, being in love, happy and sad, laugh...I promise to all my friends here that I'll never ever forget them and we all promise to each other that we will find time to do a reunion someday in the future. It's sad that I will leave my study life and go on with the new phase of my life. To be honest, I still wanna study but to do that, I have to sacrifice many things and I don't wanna do that. OKAY. Will be facing reality after this and hope I will face it with more courage and will in me. Amen for that. Wanna sleep. ciaow~
Labels: me and my life, Ramblings
Monday, January 2
Since Last Year & For This Year @ Monday, January 02, 2012
Student Life
It's 2012 and I'm still alive here with all this final semester things going around. Have to take my final exam starting this week until the next two weeks and after that I have to do my practicum at Sabah for 3 months period. Means that I didn't go back there since last year (I feel terrible about it but now I'm okay).
Personal Life
Being a son and the only son that taking degree course in the family make me stress and down. For real, I'm tired of all this with all the siblings in the family especially my parents ask me to do that and this..must that and this..I'm a human and being a human I do have feelings. Sometimes, it made me so down and sad. Why me? Why not my brothers? Well, when I think back again, thinking more sane and wisely, in the end it's not for them but for myself. College is like a running track and life is a race and to achieve my own personal golden triumph, I must do and let out the best in me. Again, it's for me and not for someone else. I thank my family for letting me study and learn about life in my own will and not demanding something else that I don't like with my life. Personally, the most important matter in everything we do is God. Without God's love, we will never be who we are now and I thank God for His bless, love, patient and kindness to me. Ya... I feel blessed (Amen).
She Is The Only Exception & Honesty Is The Best Policy
I wanna say thanks to Jessica for being such a wonderful person from the beginning of our relationship. I appreciate all the things that she did and gave to me. Honestly, she is not a beauty pageant, not a princess and all but I still love her very much. I'm no prince charming and she still put me in her heart. I thank God for bring her into my life. I don't know what will happen to both of us in the future so both of us decided to live our life and giving our best for the present and I think that is more important rather than worrying for something that everyone don't know accept God. May God bless our relationship. *finger crossed
New Year, May God Have Mercy On Us
I think it's funny to see all people around me celebrating new year's eve with drinking, drunk and so on...let us relax and think again..how if God just extend the judgement day for the one last time and give all the people in this world a one last chance to do good deeds and be loyal to Him? Think, and that's all for now. Until then.
"Humble but still the best seed"
Labels: Content, Heart, me and my life, Ramblings
Friday, October 28
A Sentimental Heart @ Friday, October 28, 2011
Love
It's not easy being away from each other for a long time but still, I hope for the best in both of us. What I learn from our relationship is to be a better man, to be honest and telling the truth, to be humble and have faith in God. I'm grateful because God sent someone that is so wonderful and willing to love me in any way she knows. I love her.
Family
They're just fine and I'm happy they always give me a call and ask my condition, my study, and most important question is, "Hey, you still have money ka?" Yepp..I love my family.
Life
Huh? Life? never better. Being busy with my assignment and all. Keep talking...I bet you all knew it. Glad that this is my last semester and hopefully it will *finger crossed
Until next time *nuff said
Labels: me and my life
Saturday, October 22
I Just Know @ Saturday, October 22, 2011
I know that my girl will always be with me. I just.
*nuff said
Labels: me and my life
Wednesday, September 21
The student, The Guy and The Loner @ Wednesday, September 21, 2011
Okay, firstly I wanna say sorry to my blog cos it's been a months since my last post here. FYI, it's been two weeks since my flight to KL and I already start my class for my last semester. Being a loner at college and did not talk much with friends. I'm still in holiday mood and I can't get rid it from my head. It's still early and I don't have much to share right now.
...Miss home so much especially her and my family :(
Going out with her the day before my flight. Before she send me home, we had dinner at a chinese restaurant nearby my aunt's house. I thank her for the dinner she belanja me. Next time will be my turn..
I hate the feelings when I have to leave the place that have so many good things behind..
This is the last semester. I mean it..LAST. Can't wait to go back to Sabah..when that time come, I promise I'll be back for good.
*nuff said
Labels: me and my life
Tuesday, August 2
Once I dream Of To Be @ Tuesday, August 02, 2011



I'm not a tv series fan, I'm a movie addict. But I will put exception for this one series that I followed from season one until now, season 9. Among all CSI branch, my favorite one is CSI Miami. I don't know about other people but I think the leader of one of the CSI's team there is more cool and have a very strong character which I like so much and sometimes can make me think something like, "I wonder if CSI's supervisor/leader/captain/wateverrr in Malaysia is cool as the one in that series. It's cool to see Lt. Horatio Caine (David Carusso) [I spell the name correct right?] with his team manage to capture all the suspect and solve the case. I also like the twist of this series and all the conspiracies, relationship, betrayal and lies mix together to make this series more interesting to watch. FYI, don't think that I don't follow the other branch of the series. I also follow the CSI (Las Vegas) the first branch of this series with Gill Grissom (William Petersen) as the former captain of the team which is replaced by Catherine Willows (Marg Helgenberger) and CSI New York with Mac Taylor (Gary Sinise) as the team leader. All the series are awesome and have an interesting plot that can make every viewer dying to watch what happen next. All the team also have their very own unique character and for me, their act are so real and I also wonder if the director copy all the character based on true story or people. What I hope from Jerry Bruckheimer (The Producer) is to launch a new branch at LA. Can't wait for that to happen.
I love investigation story and I think I started to like all that after I read Sherlock Holmes classic novel. I did dream this job to be my future favorite job but it never happen lol. It's been a years already from the time I watch the first CSI branch and will continue to watch it as long as there's still a series from Jerry Bruckheimer especially, CSI Miami.
Owhya, if you are interested for what will happen next in CSI Miami Season 9, here's the
LINK to the series's synopsis. Epi 1 - Epi 22. Synopsis also available for season 5 to 8 if you missed one of the plot.
Finally, I wanna say thanks to AXN c701 cos give their very best to make this series available for viewer in Asia especially, Malaysia.
*** I like when people notice about the theme color for all of the series... (^______^)v
CSI: Green
CSI Miami: Yellow/Orange
CSI New York: Blue
Labels: AXN, CSI, me, me and my life, Ramblings
Friday, July 29
Hourglass @ Friday, July 29, 2011
Hello, here I am again. I think it's been a while. Today gonna post a real post. Say what, I rarely post a real entry for this blog. Well, having two blogs and now I feel like a little bit hard to manage both. Also having a Twitter account make me feel like I don't need to write a lot. Going to mastering the 140 characters just to get the point out. Forgot to mention that I have a new personal blog and I'm not the only owner of the blog. She's someone that have a special place in my heart and I love to write with her about our life's journey together. Okay, enough of the info.
Me. Still enjoying my last month of vacation. Having a 4 months of vacation sometimes make me think that I have too much time for not doing anything. Feel lazy and gain weight(S***!!!). But I know, when I'm back to my routine again, I will loss weight due to active sport life and I also know I will broke for the whole next sem lol.
Family. Okay. Grandma is sick and we take a good care of her. My whole family hope that she will recover soon. My sisters will back to kampong to visit her next week. They are all worrying just like us here at kampong. May God always bless her and our family. We all love her so much.
Photography. Did took some photos and hopefully my skill is not getting rusty.
Time fly feel like my life is in hourglass. Well, hope today is going to be alright for me. That's all for this time. Ciao!
Labels: me and my life
Friday, July 22
Story Of A Story @ Friday, July 22, 2011
Mr. Jealousy and his three silly sisters, Miss Envy, Miss Covet, and Miss Sourgrapes all lived together in a cozy little house. They loved one another, but there were problems in the family.
Mr. Jealousy, the older brother was usually the first to get up in the morning. Every morning he searched the web on his computer to see what was new in the world. Then he called his sisters to get ready for school.
This particular morning was a Saturday so he decided to let his sisters sleep a little longer. Suddenly, the door bell rang. “I’ll get it,” yelled Envy pulling on her robe as she ran to the door.
“Who is it?” called Covet, hurrying to see what was going on.
“I’ll bet it’s not for me,” said Sourgrapes with a bitter look on her face.
All three sisters looked at the package, and then they began tearing off the paper to see what was inside. There was a flurry of paper everywhere. Then Envy exclaimed, “It is for me. This is neat!”
“Well, what is it?” asked Covet excitedly.
“Oh, look! It’s a beautiful doll. Just see all the neat clothes that came with her.”
They all stared at the wonderful doll.
“Wow! She’s great!” said Covet, whose big green eyes shone brightly. “I wish she were mine.”
“But you already have many lovely dolls, so why would you want another?” asked Envy.
You see, children, wanting what others have and not appreciating what we already have can make us greedy. God is not pleased with this kind of behavior. The Bible says in Romans 13:9, “Do not covet anything that belongs to another.” God knows all of our needs and He will take care of them if we trust Him. But back to our story.
Then Sourgrapes said in a whiney voice, “Well, I think that doll is really ugly. I wouldn’t have it if you gave it to me. Besides, don’t you think you are a little too old to be playing with dolls?”
People like Sourgrapes usually want what they can’t have. Then they will pretend not to like it, spoiling things for others.
They pretend they don’t like something because not having it makes them unhappy. Not having things causes them to have a bitter attitude about many things.
Now Mr. Jealousy began to look a little nervous. He called out, “Hey, are you girls still going to do community service at your school as you had planned?”
“Oh, yes,” said Covet. “We are planting some flowers in front of our school. Some of our friends will be there too.”
“I’ll bet those flowers will all die,” said Sourgrapes putting her hands on her hips.
Mr. Jealousy began to look a little green. “Well, I hope you all have a good time without me,” he said in a cross way.
“Brother, are you going to drive us to the school?” asked Envy.”
“No, I am not! You’ll have to take the bus. And before you go anywhere, you need to pick up this wrapping paper that’s all over the house. You girls are so messy. Don’t worry about me. I’ll be here all day playing with my Game Boy.”
Now, children, what do you suppose is the matter with Mr. Jealousy? It sounds like he is unhappy and afraid that his sisters might meet someone they like better than him, doesn’t it? Maybe he is concerned that they will want to spend more time with others. When we become jealous of anyone, it makes us feel lonely and left out. If not controlled, Jealousy can make us act like a monster.
The Bible has something to say about jealousy. In Romans 13:13 it says, “Let us not live in quarreling and jealousy . . . but let us do things the right way.”Our story continues . . .
After the girls had eaten breakfast and finished their housework, they caught the bus to the school. There they discovered that the girl’s soccer team was practicing. The sisters stopped for a minute to watch. They noticed that one of the players was doing especially well. “Boy, she’s really good,” said Covet. “I love her uniform. I would like one just like it.”
“She’s just a big showoff,” said Sourgrapes with a bitter tone in her voice.
Envy could feel the blood rushing to her face. She began to feel very uncomfortable.
Suddenly, Covet yelled, “What is happening to your hair, Envy? It’s turning green!”
“Oh, it is not,” said Envy in a very troubled voice. “How could it?”
Sourgrapes looked at Envy’s hair very carefully. “Well, it looks green to me, and not very pretty either,” she said.
Let me interrupt the story for a moment children, because it is important to understand about envy. There is no reason for us to envy others because God is fair. He gives a spiritual gift to each believer and talents to many. When we grow up spiritually, we can use our gift and talent to bring honor and glory to our Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ. This will bring us great satisfaction and inner happiness.
If you think others are better looking than you, or get better grades than you, or are more popular, so what? God has a plan for everyone. If you will follow His plan by taking in His word, and using it in your life, you will be very content with how God has made you. (Don’t worry about your hair turning green. It won’t.) This was just for the story. So let’s continue.
After planting the flowers at the school, the sisters arrived home tired and a little frustrated because their bus was late.
“Boy, what a day!” exclaimed Envy.
“It wasn’t pleasant for me either,” said Mr. Jealousy. “I wish we had a happier family. We all seem to have problems, but we don’t know how to solve them.”
Silence fell over the group. Each one thought about the special problems they were having.
“On the bus coming home, I saw a church,” offered Covet. “I have heard that the pastor teaches the Bible in a way that you can understand. They say that people can find answers to their problems by studying the Bible.”
Mr. Jealousy looked relieved. Well, we certainly need some help,” he said. “I think we should give this church a try. What do you think sisters? Are you willing to go to learn some new ways that can bring changes in this family?”
“I’ll go,” offered Covet. “I’m tired of always wanting things and never feeling satisfied.”
“I’ll try too,” said her sister Envy. “It isn’t fun being envious of everyone.”
“Guess I will also,” said Sourgrapes. “Although I doubt that I will learn anything at all.”
Now they are on the right track. God’s ways are the only ways. We can find all the answers to our problems by applying the Bible, the thinking of God, to our lives. I am happy to report that the family continued to attend church, and they all became believers in the Lord Jesus Christ. They learned how to name their sins as they recognized them (1 John 1:9). Slowly they began to understand why they had been so unhappy, and they began to change their thinking and their attitudes. They grew to love God and each other. (Yes, even Sourgrapes.)
We can all find answers to all of our problems if we will put God and His Word first in our lives. He loves us, and He is faithful and fair and will always take care of us if we let Him.
Labels: me and my life
Wednesday, May 4
Vacation Start Now @ Wednesday, May 04, 2011
Today Kuala Lumpur but tomorrow will be at Kota Kinabalu. wish me a safe journey tomorrow. Will active back in September. Until then. Sayonara
Labels: me and my life
Saturday, April 30
I Do @ Saturday, April 30, 2011
It's 01/May/2011 and my 4 months vacation start now. Will take my flight to Sabah this coming Thursday and can't wait to meet all my friends and family especially my loved one. Maybe this blog will not active in that period. So, I hope you guys/girls don't stop following me cos I'll be back in September.
Exam all done and I hope will pass in flying colors. Even some of the papers are extra hard but at least I did try my best for it.
Heart: Faith Love Hope. She did post something about me in her blog today. It's sweet and I know that she's always care for me no matter what. My mom once said to me, "It's not easy to find someone that truly care and love you in any way". I still remember that and I'm so grateful that I have the chance to know someone like her. Since I realized that I'm not that good looking and sometimes peoples around me also can't stand with my attitude, I'm glad that she never give up on me. I really appreciate everything she had done to me and also for us. How can I repay that...
Heart, can't wait to meet and go dating with you again~Labels: Heart, me and my life
Sunday, April 24
Simple Yet, Special @ Sunday, April 24, 2011
All started with a simple "hi". Suddenly feels so eagerly to write down something in here. This story is taken from a true story and was told to me personally. Will write just like a movie plot. Here we go then...
Scene #1: In a small dim, dusty, littered room, with faded green wall, a guy with his lappy was chatting with someone on the internet.
Guy: Hi...^^
Girl: Hey...
Guy: I'm your friend's friend..he is our mutual friend, so can we be friend?
Girl: LOL so many friend word ah..okay, I'm okay with it..^^
Guy: Thanks, can you approve me then?
Girl: Owh, okay, wait a sec..
Guy: Patiently...^^
Girl: Okay, now we are friend. Btw, Who are you?
Guy: I'm just an average Joe..btw, that's my name..LOL
Girl: Well, at least you have a name. Can't chat too long, Have to wake up early tomorrow..nice chat btw...^^
Guy: Owh..okay, hope can chat with you again next time..
Actually the scene after this happen months after the 1st scene and they've know each other well...
Scene #2: The day before the guy's birthday and he's talking to the girl trough phone...
Guy: Emm..tomorrow is my birthday..^^
Girl: Noticed it...^^
Guy: Any wish..?
Girl: Too early..LOL
Guy: LOL tomorrow can wish...^^
Girl: Yepp..
(Awkward moment when a guy wanna say something important to a girl but too shy to let it out)
Guy: Well, I have something to tell you
Girl: What is it?
Guy: Do you still remember the green light you gave me once?
Girl: Which green light?
Guy: Errr..there's only one green light you gave me
Girl: Owh..! that green light..it's still green you know...LOL
Guy: Really? Owh..okay, can I ask you something then..?
Girl: Sure, what is it again?
Guy: Can I be the owner for the green light?
Girl: what do you mean?
(Awkward moment again... =.=")
Guy: Err..I mean, can I be your boyfriend?
Girl: You are my boyfriend..LOL
Guy: I mean the one that truly in your heart..special one
Girl: Hmmm..
Guy: It's okay, no need to answer it right now...^^"
Girl: Well...are you sure?
Guy: Sure..?
Girl: Are you really sure you want to be my boyfriend? cos, I wanna give you the green light
Guy: (Now or never!) YES I'm sure and I wanna be your boyfriend
Girl: Okay then..YES I wanna be your girlfriend too
Guy: Is it official?
Girl: No it isn't...make sure you meet me when you comeback to Sabah or I'll just assume that you aren't serious about this
Guy: (It's 12.00 midnight) I will and thanks cos gave me the best birthday present ever..YOU
Girl: Well, happy birthday..I'm happy for you...^^
(They did chat after that but the writer thinks it's confidential..LOL)
Scene #3: Sabah. At Suria..LOL
Guy: Hi...^^
Girl: Eh, it's you!
Guy: Well, it's me..and ya, it's you..^^"
Awkward moment when a couple meet for the 1st time..
I don't wanna write more of this story cos, It's a very typical story and everyone knows what happen next . They're still in love with each other until now and they hope their story will become a never ending story.
**It's been 8 months and 3 weeks (Official) Just hoping the best for them..it's all started with a simple "hi" to each other. But it's a special story for both of them.Labels: Heart, me and my life
Saturday, April 16
Saturday, 16 @ Saturday, April 16, 2011
It's raining here where I am right now. The weather was cold and I'm too lazy to do anything. Being laying on my bed since morning and don't feel wanna wake up until now (The time when I type all this). It's Saturday, 16 and there's a lot of good and bad things happen on Saturday like this. Well, kinda wanna share something here...
Good Things...
1. I'm too lazy today
2. The weather was cold, cloudy and wet
3. I make myself a mug of black coffee
4. House was okay and I feel like desolated (nice...)
5. Currently listening to my Bruno Mars playlist and watching his behind the scene clips which I like so much
6. Not hungry at all
7. Loved one called and ask me hows my day and we did chat for +- 15 minutes and that makes me miss her more!
8. Did open my FB acc and also saw loved one comment on my wall. Didn't expect anything like that on Saturday like this (she seldom on9ing on Saturday, maybe at night..I'm not sure xD).
9. Day like this makes me miss my family and kampung there (so classic!)
10. Didn't talk much to anybody in this house even with my good friends which I like to do when I wanna be alone and today is really my "Leave me alone" day.
Bad Things...
1. DiGi cut my credit again today. (Did I owe DiGi that much????)
2. Broke
3. It's Saturday. 16 and my final papers start on Monday (sigh...)
4. Too lazy to study
5. Somethings not right..there's no perfect day. Bad things happen everyday in this world (be optimist Joel!)
So, Good Things vs. Bad Things, more good things happen today than bad things, I guess my day will be just fine...*Hoping Labels: me and my life
Monday, April 11
Waving Goodbye @ Monday, April 11, 2011
This is life. Life is full of so many unknown reason things that happen everyday in everyone's daily life, including me. I have the longer version of this story but I wanna make it shorter. When I say goodbye to other people, it means "see you soon" and the other one is "I don't wanna see and hear anything from you again". Okay, this story is about the second meaning that I wrote just now ( read the line before this). I did say goodbye to you and you also did the same to me. I know you mean it and I also mean the same. But, the problem is you don't understand the bye part. Why, suddenly you want to reach me again? Which part of "Goodbye" you don't understand?
You wanna add me in other social network? Nice try. I know it's you and it seems that you are so desperate to reach me. Is it not enough for you to ruin my personal life once? You wanna try it again? Okay then, let's play hide and seek. No rules. Just play. I bet you will end up hurting your own feeling and ya.. an ego person like you also will end up hurting other people's feeling.
My advice to you, please STOP it before it's too late. If you can't read in English, I will re post all this again in Bahasa. I already told you so many times. If you still don't understand, please go back to kindergarten and learn your English. You have your own life now and so do I. If no, please get one. Instead of wasting your time to reach me again, better you do something more useful in your life. Perhaps, go elsewhere and help other people who are in trouble. If you're wondering how am I, I'm doing fine and I already get over it. Please delete me from your life and do something to make your life more better, brighter.
Perhaps you don't know. I just wanna make my life more simple now. Wanna go back for good, wanna get a good job, wanna meet peoples that I've never meet before, wanna know them, laugh, smile, be with someone who truly love me for who I am and not for what I have. To be simple, live in a good life. I also want my life to be better, brighter. I HOPE you will do the same with your life. GOODBYE
Labels: me and my life
Monday, April 4
Better In time @ Monday, April 04, 2011
Here I am. Again. Typing some words for this blog of mine. Nothing much. Just wanna say happy Tuesday to everyone who read this. Well, my week started bad but it's getting much better now. I don't have any issue with peoples around me including her, the one I love. She called me today and I was like so happy. She's better now. Well, now I realize that everyone have their own up and down in their own personal life. I'm not angry at her. Just blame the situation and the condition same as I blame myself when I'm in wrong place with a wrong time. Some people can survive and some people don't. It's just up to the person him/her self. Cannot blame other but to yourself. It's simple. Just understand the situation and never forget that it will turn better in time. Just in time. Lucky me. Until then.
Labels: me and my life
Sunday, April 3
Frustrated @ Sunday, April 03, 2011
Yesterday. Bad...oOo...really2 bad day for me. DiGi cut my credit until the balance turn to 0. Cannot text anyone that I wanna text. My back pain still "smile" at me. After play some futsal, it turn to be more pain. I don't know whats wrong with me. Back to DiGi..
Well, I can't text her today. I didn't pick up all her phone calls. I regret that. Just being in a wrong place with a wrong time. I'm not ignoring I'm not forgetting anybody. Just one of my unlucky day. But some people don't understand and never give me the chance to explain anything. Well, up to them. I don't care anymore. In the end, I'm not the one who make wrong turn. What I want is a little of your time to explain but yeah, I don't deserve that chance. Nevermind. Really, it's nothing.
What I want for now is a quite, peace, slow, and cold weekend. I just need a rest from all this. So, please don't bother..I don't need that chance anymore. I have to change. Be away from all this. The final paper is more important. Until next time.
Labels: Heart, me and my life
Friday, April 1
A Walk To Remember @ Friday, April 01, 2011
College
Well, not much to say. So many things happen in this past few weeks. Done all my assignments and presentation for this semester. Quite fast. Short semester like this make me exhausted. But I'm glad that it's over (for now) and the new mission is to prepared for my final papers.Okay, stop about student life.
Thanks to all
For all little things that I did, mistakes and joy I bring to everyone around me including my loved one, I'm sorry and at the same time I'm happy if all of you think I've done something nice to you. I'm grateful because I have so many people around me that care for me so much. Despite more bad things than good things, I still believe in all of you.
Sabah
Again Sabah, Will comeback in May and I'm happy because of my 4 months vacation/breaks/ hibernation...you call it. Can't wait to see my family there. Long time no see Mt. Kinabalu!
To the missed and loved one
Hi, will come to you and go out dating with you again~ (^___________^)
Readers
Thanks a lot because still being my follower until now. you guys/girls....*Two Thumbs Up!
Labels: me and my life
Friday, March 25
It's True @ Friday, March 25, 2011
I GIVE UP...The worst weekend ever. I wish I can fly to some place that no one even know who I am and I'm sure I don't wanna comeback. I'm tired. Labels: me and my life
Tuesday, March 22
Hope for Japan & God Bless Us All @ Tuesday, March 22, 2011
March. Death March. that's all I can say about this month. Busy and busier till the end of this month. Feel so guilty to my personal blog coz didn't have the chance to update until now. Many things happen and some of them is not a good news to all of us maybe to all people in this world. Japan, was hit by Tsunami and it is not a good thing. many Japanese people died and lost their family members and not forgetting the loss of property. The tragedy is such a powerful and terrifying experience for lots of people especially Japanese people.
Talking about Tsunami, I heard this rumors that KK will be hit by Tsunami start from the Tanjung Aru beach. Well, that's a HOAX. Totally fooled by the rumors and I think, for whoever that spread the rumors, please stop coz you make yourself look like idiot. My gal live in Putatan and that place is not that far from Tanjung Aru. When she told me about this rumors, well..I can't sleep at all that time. I'm freaking scared..imagine if something like that happen in KK... but I'm glad it's just a false rumors and I'm also grateful that nothing bad happen to all of you at KK there. God Bless to all Sabahan. Until next time.
Labels: me and my life
Wednesday, March 2
If Both Of You Can Read This @ Wednesday, March 02, 2011
Thank you, Mom.
Thank you, Dad.
Three small words.
So much to add.
For all your love
and your support
a million words
would be too short.
The words, "I love you"
seem too few
to express the love
I have for you.
Thanks for bring me into this world
Deukin (Dad) & Roslind (Mom)
Labels: me and my life
Friday, February 18
Fake @ Friday, February 18, 2011
If someone lied to you, what you gonna do with it? Let it go? I'm sick of this kind of people. Pretending that nothing happen. So fake like a plastic skin. their laugh, their tears, their smile, their words. All fake. And owhya, a LIAR too. Pathetic person like that should just shut their mouth. There's no effect to this world if they keep in silence for a moment. (punyalah bikin panas....huh!)
Labels: me and my life
Friday, January 13
The Last Game @ Friday, January 13, 2012
Finally in a few days I will leave Selangor for good. My friends planed a special futsal game tonight for me. I thanked them for that. It's like my testimonial game after 3 years with my futsal team, the LG3 FC. The game was great and I did score hatrick. Maybe this is the last time I meet some of them. Since this is my second last week for me here, I only has 1 last paper to face. To think back, there's so many things I learned about life after 3 years and it made me more mature (I think). Many good and bad stuff happened, up and down also happened both in my study and personal life. Lost and found, being in love, happy and sad, laugh...I promise to all my friends here that I'll never ever forget them and we all promise to each other that we will find time to do a reunion someday in the future. It's sad that I will leave my study life and go on with the new phase of my life. To be honest, I still wanna study but to do that, I have to sacrifice many things and I don't wanna do that. OKAY. Will be facing reality after this and hope I will face it with more courage and will in me. Amen for that. Wanna sleep. ciaow~
Labels: me and my life, Ramblings
Monday, January 2
Since Last Year & For This Year @ Monday, January 02, 2012
Student Life
It's 2012 and I'm still alive here with all this final semester things going around. Have to take my final exam starting this week until the next two weeks and after that I have to do my practicum at Sabah for 3 months period. Means that I didn't go back there since last year (I feel terrible about it but now I'm okay).
Personal Life
Being a son and the only son that taking degree course in the family make me stress and down. For real, I'm tired of all this with all the siblings in the family especially my parents ask me to do that and this..must that and this..I'm a human and being a human I do have feelings. Sometimes, it made me so down and sad. Why me? Why not my brothers? Well, when I think back again, thinking more sane and wisely, in the end it's not for them but for myself. College is like a running track and life is a race and to achieve my own personal golden triumph, I must do and let out the best in me. Again, it's for me and not for someone else. I thank my family for letting me study and learn about life in my own will and not demanding something else that I don't like with my life. Personally, the most important matter in everything we do is God. Without God's love, we will never be who we are now and I thank God for His bless, love, patient and kindness to me. Ya... I feel blessed (Amen).
She Is The Only Exception & Honesty Is The Best Policy
I wanna say thanks to Jessica for being such a wonderful person from the beginning of our relationship. I appreciate all the things that she did and gave to me. Honestly, she is not a beauty pageant, not a princess and all but I still love her very much. I'm no prince charming and she still put me in her heart. I thank God for bring her into my life. I don't know what will happen to both of us in the future so both of us decided to live our life and giving our best for the present and I think that is more important rather than worrying for something that everyone don't know accept God. May God bless our relationship. *finger crossed
New Year, May God Have Mercy On Us
I think it's funny to see all people around me celebrating new year's eve with drinking, drunk and so on...let us relax and think again..how if God just extend the judgement day for the one last time and give all the people in this world a one last chance to do good deeds and be loyal to Him? Think, and that's all for now. Until then.
"Humble but still the best seed"
Labels: Content, Heart, me and my life, Ramblings
Friday, October 28
A Sentimental Heart @ Friday, October 28, 2011
Love
It's not easy being away from each other for a long time but still, I hope for the best in both of us. What I learn from our relationship is to be a better man, to be honest and telling the truth, to be humble and have faith in God. I'm grateful because God sent someone that is so wonderful and willing to love me in any way she knows. I love her.
Family
They're just fine and I'm happy they always give me a call and ask my condition, my study, and most important question is, "Hey, you still have money ka?" Yepp..I love my family.
Life
Huh? Life? never better. Being busy with my assignment and all. Keep talking...I bet you all knew it. Glad that this is my last semester and hopefully it will *finger crossed
Until next time *nuff said
Labels: me and my life
Saturday, October 22
I Just Know @ Saturday, October 22, 2011
I know that my girl will always be with me. I just.
*nuff said
Labels: me and my life
Wednesday, September 21
The student, The Guy and The Loner @ Wednesday, September 21, 2011
Okay, firstly I wanna say sorry to my blog cos it's been a months since my last post here. FYI, it's been two weeks since my flight to KL and I already start my class for my last semester. Being a loner at college and did not talk much with friends. I'm still in holiday mood and I can't get rid it from my head. It's still early and I don't have much to share right now.
...Miss home so much especially her and my family :(
Going out with her the day before my flight. Before she send me home, we had dinner at a chinese restaurant nearby my aunt's house. I thank her for the dinner she belanja me. Next time will be my turn..
I hate the feelings when I have to leave the place that have so many good things behind..
This is the last semester. I mean it..LAST. Can't wait to go back to Sabah..when that time come, I promise I'll be back for good.
*nuff said
Labels: me and my life
Tuesday, August 2
Once I dream Of To Be @ Tuesday, August 02, 2011



I'm not a tv series fan, I'm a movie addict. But I will put exception for this one series that I followed from season one until now, season 9. Among all CSI branch, my favorite one is CSI Miami. I don't know about other people but I think the leader of one of the CSI's team there is more cool and have a very strong character which I like so much and sometimes can make me think something like, "I wonder if CSI's supervisor/leader/captain/wateverrr in Malaysia is cool as the one in that series. It's cool to see Lt. Horatio Caine (David Carusso) [I spell the name correct right?] with his team manage to capture all the suspect and solve the case. I also like the twist of this series and all the conspiracies, relationship, betrayal and lies mix together to make this series more interesting to watch. FYI, don't think that I don't follow the other branch of the series. I also follow the CSI (Las Vegas) the first branch of this series with Gill Grissom (William Petersen) as the former captain of the team which is replaced by Catherine Willows (Marg Helgenberger) and CSI New York with Mac Taylor (Gary Sinise) as the team leader. All the series are awesome and have an interesting plot that can make every viewer dying to watch what happen next. All the team also have their very own unique character and for me, their act are so real and I also wonder if the director copy all the character based on true story or people. What I hope from Jerry Bruckheimer (The Producer) is to launch a new branch at LA. Can't wait for that to happen.
I love investigation story and I think I started to like all that after I read Sherlock Holmes classic novel. I did dream this job to be my future favorite job but it never happen lol. It's been a years already from the time I watch the first CSI branch and will continue to watch it as long as there's still a series from Jerry Bruckheimer especially, CSI Miami.
Owhya, if you are interested for what will happen next in CSI Miami Season 9, here's the
LINK to the series's synopsis. Epi 1 - Epi 22. Synopsis also available for season 5 to 8 if you missed one of the plot.
Finally, I wanna say thanks to AXN c701 cos give their very best to make this series available for viewer in Asia especially, Malaysia.
*** I like when people notice about the theme color for all of the series... (^______^)v
CSI: Green
CSI Miami: Yellow/Orange
CSI New York: Blue
Labels: AXN, CSI, me, me and my life, Ramblings
Friday, July 29
Hourglass @ Friday, July 29, 2011
Hello, here I am again. I think it's been a while. Today gonna post a real post. Say what, I rarely post a real entry for this blog. Well, having two blogs and now I feel like a little bit hard to manage both. Also having a Twitter account make me feel like I don't need to write a lot. Going to mastering the 140 characters just to get the point out. Forgot to mention that I have a new personal blog and I'm not the only owner of the blog. She's someone that have a special place in my heart and I love to write with her about our life's journey together. Okay, enough of the info.
Me. Still enjoying my last month of vacation. Having a 4 months of vacation sometimes make me think that I have too much time for not doing anything. Feel lazy and gain weight(S***!!!). But I know, when I'm back to my routine again, I will loss weight due to active sport life and I also know I will broke for the whole next sem lol.
Family. Okay. Grandma is sick and we take a good care of her. My whole family hope that she will recover soon. My sisters will back to kampong to visit her next week. They are all worrying just like us here at kampong. May God always bless her and our family. We all love her so much.
Photography. Did took some photos and hopefully my skill is not getting rusty.
Time fly feel like my life is in hourglass. Well, hope today is going to be alright for me. That's all for this time. Ciao!
Labels: me and my life
Friday, July 22
Story Of A Story @ Friday, July 22, 2011
Mr. Jealousy and his three silly sisters, Miss Envy, Miss Covet, and Miss Sourgrapes all lived together in a cozy little house. They loved one another, but there were problems in the family.
Mr. Jealousy, the older brother was usually the first to get up in the morning. Every morning he searched the web on his computer to see what was new in the world. Then he called his sisters to get ready for school.
This particular morning was a Saturday so he decided to let his sisters sleep a little longer. Suddenly, the door bell rang. “I’ll get it,” yelled Envy pulling on her robe as she ran to the door.
“Who is it?” called Covet, hurrying to see what was going on.
“I’ll bet it’s not for me,” said Sourgrapes with a bitter look on her face.
All three sisters looked at the package, and then they began tearing off the paper to see what was inside. There was a flurry of paper everywhere. Then Envy exclaimed, “It is for me. This is neat!”
“Well, what is it?” asked Covet excitedly.
“Oh, look! It’s a beautiful doll. Just see all the neat clothes that came with her.”
They all stared at the wonderful doll.
“Wow! She’s great!” said Covet, whose big green eyes shone brightly. “I wish she were mine.”
“But you already have many lovely dolls, so why would you want another?” asked Envy.
You see, children, wanting what others have and not appreciating what we already have can make us greedy. God is not pleased with this kind of behavior. The Bible says in Romans 13:9, “Do not covet anything that belongs to another.” God knows all of our needs and He will take care of them if we trust Him. But back to our story.
Then Sourgrapes said in a whiney voice, “Well, I think that doll is really ugly. I wouldn’t have it if you gave it to me. Besides, don’t you think you are a little too old to be playing with dolls?”
People like Sourgrapes usually want what they can’t have. Then they will pretend not to like it, spoiling things for others.
They pretend they don’t like something because not having it makes them unhappy. Not having things causes them to have a bitter attitude about many things.
Now Mr. Jealousy began to look a little nervous. He called out, “Hey, are you girls still going to do community service at your school as you had planned?”
“Oh, yes,” said Covet. “We are planting some flowers in front of our school. Some of our friends will be there too.”
“I’ll bet those flowers will all die,” said Sourgrapes putting her hands on her hips.
Mr. Jealousy began to look a little green. “Well, I hope you all have a good time without me,” he said in a cross way.
“Brother, are you going to drive us to the school?” asked Envy.”
“No, I am not! You’ll have to take the bus. And before you go anywhere, you need to pick up this wrapping paper that’s all over the house. You girls are so messy. Don’t worry about me. I’ll be here all day playing with my Game Boy.”
Now, children, what do you suppose is the matter with Mr. Jealousy? It sounds like he is unhappy and afraid that his sisters might meet someone they like better than him, doesn’t it? Maybe he is concerned that they will want to spend more time with others. When we become jealous of anyone, it makes us feel lonely and left out. If not controlled, Jealousy can make us act like a monster.
The Bible has something to say about jealousy. In Romans 13:13 it says, “Let us not live in quarreling and jealousy . . . but let us do things the right way.”Our story continues . . .
After the girls had eaten breakfast and finished their housework, they caught the bus to the school. There they discovered that the girl’s soccer team was practicing. The sisters stopped for a minute to watch. They noticed that one of the players was doing especially well. “Boy, she’s really good,” said Covet. “I love her uniform. I would like one just like it.”
“She’s just a big showoff,” said Sourgrapes with a bitter tone in her voice.
Envy could feel the blood rushing to her face. She began to feel very uncomfortable.
Suddenly, Covet yelled, “What is happening to your hair, Envy? It’s turning green!”
“Oh, it is not,” said Envy in a very troubled voice. “How could it?”
Sourgrapes looked at Envy’s hair very carefully. “Well, it looks green to me, and not very pretty either,” she said.
Let me interrupt the story for a moment children, because it is important to understand about envy. There is no reason for us to envy others because God is fair. He gives a spiritual gift to each believer and talents to many. When we grow up spiritually, we can use our gift and talent to bring honor and glory to our Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ. This will bring us great satisfaction and inner happiness.
If you think others are better looking than you, or get better grades than you, or are more popular, so what? God has a plan for everyone. If you will follow His plan by taking in His word, and using it in your life, you will be very content with how God has made you. (Don’t worry about your hair turning green. It won’t.) This was just for the story. So let’s continue.
After planting the flowers at the school, the sisters arrived home tired and a little frustrated because their bus was late.
“Boy, what a day!” exclaimed Envy.
“It wasn’t pleasant for me either,” said Mr. Jealousy. “I wish we had a happier family. We all seem to have problems, but we don’t know how to solve them.”
Silence fell over the group. Each one thought about the special problems they were having.
“On the bus coming home, I saw a church,” offered Covet. “I have heard that the pastor teaches the Bible in a way that you can understand. They say that people can find answers to their problems by studying the Bible.”
Mr. Jealousy looked relieved. Well, we certainly need some help,” he said. “I think we should give this church a try. What do you think sisters? Are you willing to go to learn some new ways that can bring changes in this family?”
“I’ll go,” offered Covet. “I’m tired of always wanting things and never feeling satisfied.”
“I’ll try too,” said her sister Envy. “It isn’t fun being envious of everyone.”
“Guess I will also,” said Sourgrapes. “Although I doubt that I will learn anything at all.”
Now they are on the right track. God’s ways are the only ways. We can find all the answers to our problems by applying the Bible, the thinking of God, to our lives. I am happy to report that the family continued to attend church, and they all became believers in the Lord Jesus Christ. They learned how to name their sins as they recognized them (1 John 1:9). Slowly they began to understand why they had been so unhappy, and they began to change their thinking and their attitudes. They grew to love God and each other. (Yes, even Sourgrapes.)
We can all find answers to all of our problems if we will put God and His Word first in our lives. He loves us, and He is faithful and fair and will always take care of us if we let Him.
Labels: me and my life
Wednesday, May 4
Vacation Start Now @ Wednesday, May 04, 2011
Today Kuala Lumpur but tomorrow will be at Kota Kinabalu. wish me a safe journey tomorrow. Will active back in September. Until then. Sayonara
Labels: me and my life
Saturday, April 30
I Do @ Saturday, April 30, 2011
It's 01/May/2011 and my 4 months vacation start now. Will take my flight to Sabah this coming Thursday and can't wait to meet all my friends and family especially my loved one. Maybe this blog will not active in that period. So, I hope you guys/girls don't stop following me cos I'll be back in September.
Exam all done and I hope will pass in flying colors. Even some of the papers are extra hard but at least I did try my best for it.
Heart: Faith Love Hope. She did post something about me in her blog today. It's sweet and I know that she's always care for me no matter what. My mom once said to me, "It's not easy to find someone that truly care and love you in any way". I still remember that and I'm so grateful that I have the chance to know someone like her. Since I realized that I'm not that good looking and sometimes peoples around me also can't stand with my attitude, I'm glad that she never give up on me. I really appreciate everything she had done to me and also for us. How can I repay that...
Heart, can't wait to meet and go dating with you again~Labels: Heart, me and my life
Sunday, April 24
Simple Yet, Special @ Sunday, April 24, 2011
All started with a simple "hi". Suddenly feels so eagerly to write down something in here. This story is taken from a true story and was told to me personally. Will write just like a movie plot. Here we go then...
Scene #1: In a small dim, dusty, littered room, with faded green wall, a guy with his lappy was chatting with someone on the internet.
Guy: Hi...^^
Girl: Hey...
Guy: I'm your friend's friend..he is our mutual friend, so can we be friend?
Girl: LOL so many friend word ah..okay, I'm okay with it..^^
Guy: Thanks, can you approve me then?
Girl: Owh, okay, wait a sec..
Guy: Patiently...^^
Girl: Okay, now we are friend. Btw, Who are you?
Guy: I'm just an average Joe..btw, that's my name..LOL
Girl: Well, at least you have a name. Can't chat too long, Have to wake up early tomorrow..nice chat btw...^^
Guy: Owh..okay, hope can chat with you again next time..
Actually the scene after this happen months after the 1st scene and they've know each other well...
Scene #2: The day before the guy's birthday and he's talking to the girl trough phone...
Guy: Emm..tomorrow is my birthday..^^
Girl: Noticed it...^^
Guy: Any wish..?
Girl: Too early..LOL
Guy: LOL tomorrow can wish...^^
Girl: Yepp..
(Awkward moment when a guy wanna say something important to a girl but too shy to let it out)
Guy: Well, I have something to tell you
Girl: What is it?
Guy: Do you still remember the green light you gave me once?
Girl: Which green light?
Guy: Errr..there's only one green light you gave me
Girl: Owh..! that green light..it's still green you know...LOL
Guy: Really? Owh..okay, can I ask you something then..?
Girl: Sure, what is it again?
Guy: Can I be the owner for the green light?
Girl: what do you mean?
(Awkward moment again... =.=")
Guy: Err..I mean, can I be your boyfriend?
Girl: You are my boyfriend..LOL
Guy: I mean the one that truly in your heart..special one
Girl: Hmmm..
Guy: It's okay, no need to answer it right now...^^"
Girl: Well...are you sure?
Guy: Sure..?
Girl: Are you really sure you want to be my boyfriend? cos, I wanna give you the green light
Guy: (Now or never!) YES I'm sure and I wanna be your boyfriend
Girl: Okay then..YES I wanna be your girlfriend too
Guy: Is it official?
Girl: No it isn't...make sure you meet me when you comeback to Sabah or I'll just assume that you aren't serious about this
Guy: (It's 12.00 midnight) I will and thanks cos gave me the best birthday present ever..YOU
Girl: Well, happy birthday..I'm happy for you...^^
(They did chat after that but the writer thinks it's confidential..LOL)
Scene #3: Sabah. At Suria..LOL
Guy: Hi...^^
Girl: Eh, it's you!
Guy: Well, it's me..and ya, it's you..^^"
Awkward moment when a couple meet for the 1st time..
I don't wanna write more of this story cos, It's a very typical story and everyone knows what happen next . They're still in love with each other until now and they hope their story will become a never ending story.
**It's been 8 months and 3 weeks (Official) Just hoping the best for them..it's all started with a simple "hi" to each other. But it's a special story for both of them.Labels: Heart, me and my life
Saturday, April 16
Saturday, 16 @ Saturday, April 16, 2011
It's raining here where I am right now. The weather was cold and I'm too lazy to do anything. Being laying on my bed since morning and don't feel wanna wake up until now (The time when I type all this). It's Saturday, 16 and there's a lot of good and bad things happen on Saturday like this. Well, kinda wanna share something here...
Good Things...
1. I'm too lazy today
2. The weather was cold, cloudy and wet
3. I make myself a mug of black coffee
4. House was okay and I feel like desolated (nice...)
5. Currently listening to my Bruno Mars playlist and watching his behind the scene clips which I like so much
6. Not hungry at all
7. Loved one called and ask me hows my day and we did chat for +- 15 minutes and that makes me miss her more!
8. Did open my FB acc and also saw loved one comment on my wall. Didn't expect anything like that on Saturday like this (she seldom on9ing on Saturday, maybe at night..I'm not sure xD).
9. Day like this makes me miss my family and kampung there (so classic!)
10. Didn't talk much to anybody in this house even with my good friends which I like to do when I wanna be alone and today is really my "Leave me alone" day.
Bad Things...
1. DiGi cut my credit again today. (Did I owe DiGi that much????)
2. Broke
3. It's Saturday. 16 and my final papers start on Monday (sigh...)
4. Too lazy to study
5. Somethings not right..there's no perfect day. Bad things happen everyday in this world (be optimist Joel!)
So, Good Things vs. Bad Things, more good things happen today than bad things, I guess my day will be just fine...*Hoping Labels: me and my life
Monday, April 11
Waving Goodbye @ Monday, April 11, 2011
This is life. Life is full of so many unknown reason things that happen everyday in everyone's daily life, including me. I have the longer version of this story but I wanna make it shorter. When I say goodbye to other people, it means "see you soon" and the other one is "I don't wanna see and hear anything from you again". Okay, this story is about the second meaning that I wrote just now ( read the line before this). I did say goodbye to you and you also did the same to me. I know you mean it and I also mean the same. But, the problem is you don't understand the bye part. Why, suddenly you want to reach me again? Which part of "Goodbye" you don't understand?
You wanna add me in other social network? Nice try. I know it's you and it seems that you are so desperate to reach me. Is it not enough for you to ruin my personal life once? You wanna try it again? Okay then, let's play hide and seek. No rules. Just play. I bet you will end up hurting your own feeling and ya.. an ego person like you also will end up hurting other people's feeling.
My advice to you, please STOP it before it's too late. If you can't read in English, I will re post all this again in Bahasa. I already told you so many times. If you still don't understand, please go back to kindergarten and learn your English. You have your own life now and so do I. If no, please get one. Instead of wasting your time to reach me again, better you do something more useful in your life. Perhaps, go elsewhere and help other people who are in trouble. If you're wondering how am I, I'm doing fine and I already get over it. Please delete me from your life and do something to make your life more better, brighter.
Perhaps you don't know. I just wanna make my life more simple now. Wanna go back for good, wanna get a good job, wanna meet peoples that I've never meet before, wanna know them, laugh, smile, be with someone who truly love me for who I am and not for what I have. To be simple, live in a good life. I also want my life to be better, brighter. I HOPE you will do the same with your life. GOODBYE
Labels: me and my life
Monday, April 4
Better In time @ Monday, April 04, 2011
Here I am. Again. Typing some words for this blog of mine. Nothing much. Just wanna say happy Tuesday to everyone who read this. Well, my week started bad but it's getting much better now. I don't have any issue with peoples around me including her, the one I love. She called me today and I was like so happy. She's better now. Well, now I realize that everyone have their own up and down in their own personal life. I'm not angry at her. Just blame the situation and the condition same as I blame myself when I'm in wrong place with a wrong time. Some people can survive and some people don't. It's just up to the person him/her self. Cannot blame other but to yourself. It's simple. Just understand the situation and never forget that it will turn better in time. Just in time. Lucky me. Until then.
Labels: me and my life
Sunday, April 3
Frustrated @ Sunday, April 03, 2011
Yesterday. Bad...oOo...really2 bad day for me. DiGi cut my credit until the balance turn to 0. Cannot text anyone that I wanna text. My back pain still "smile" at me. After play some futsal, it turn to be more pain. I don't know whats wrong with me. Back to DiGi..
Well, I can't text her today. I didn't pick up all her phone calls. I regret that. Just being in a wrong place with a wrong time. I'm not ignoring I'm not forgetting anybody. Just one of my unlucky day. But some people don't understand and never give me the chance to explain anything. Well, up to them. I don't care anymore. In the end, I'm not the one who make wrong turn. What I want is a little of your time to explain but yeah, I don't deserve that chance. Nevermind. Really, it's nothing.
What I want for now is a quite, peace, slow, and cold weekend. I just need a rest from all this. So, please don't bother..I don't need that chance anymore. I have to change. Be away from all this. The final paper is more important. Until next time.
Labels: Heart, me and my life
Friday, April 1
A Walk To Remember @ Friday, April 01, 2011
College
Well, not much to say. So many things happen in this past few weeks. Done all my assignments and presentation for this semester. Quite fast. Short semester like this make me exhausted. But I'm glad that it's over (for now) and the new mission is to prepared for my final papers.Okay, stop about student life.
Thanks to all
For all little things that I did, mistakes and joy I bring to everyone around me including my loved one, I'm sorry and at the same time I'm happy if all of you think I've done something nice to you. I'm grateful because I have so many people around me that care for me so much. Despite more bad things than good things, I still believe in all of you.
Sabah
Again Sabah, Will comeback in May and I'm happy because of my 4 months vacation/breaks/ hibernation...you call it. Can't wait to see my family there. Long time no see Mt. Kinabalu!
To the missed and loved one
Hi, will come to you and go out dating with you again~ (^___________^)
Readers
Thanks a lot because still being my follower until now. you guys/girls....*Two Thumbs Up!
Labels: me and my life
Friday, March 25
It's True @ Friday, March 25, 2011
I GIVE UP...The worst weekend ever. I wish I can fly to some place that no one even know who I am and I'm sure I don't wanna comeback. I'm tired. Labels: me and my life
Tuesday, March 22
Hope for Japan & God Bless Us All @ Tuesday, March 22, 2011
March. Death March. that's all I can say about this month. Busy and busier till the end of this month. Feel so guilty to my personal blog coz didn't have the chance to update until now. Many things happen and some of them is not a good news to all of us maybe to all people in this world. Japan, was hit by Tsunami and it is not a good thing. many Japanese people died and lost their family members and not forgetting the loss of property. The tragedy is such a powerful and terrifying experience for lots of people especially Japanese people.
Talking about Tsunami, I heard this rumors that KK will be hit by Tsunami start from the Tanjung Aru beach. Well, that's a HOAX. Totally fooled by the rumors and I think, for whoever that spread the rumors, please stop coz you make yourself look like idiot. My gal live in Putatan and that place is not that far from Tanjung Aru. When she told me about this rumors, well..I can't sleep at all that time. I'm freaking scared..imagine if something like that happen in KK... but I'm glad it's just a false rumors and I'm also grateful that nothing bad happen to all of you at KK there. God Bless to all Sabahan. Until next time.
Labels: me and my life
Wednesday, March 2
If Both Of You Can Read This @ Wednesday, March 02, 2011
Thank you, Mom.
Thank you, Dad.
Three small words.
So much to add.
For all your love
and your support
a million words
would be too short.
The words, "I love you"
seem too few
to express the love
I have for you.
Thanks for bring me into this world
Deukin (Dad) & Roslind (Mom)
Labels: me and my life
Friday, February 18
Fake @ Friday, February 18, 2011
If someone lied to you, what you gonna do with it? Let it go? I'm sick of this kind of people. Pretending that nothing happen. So fake like a plastic skin. their laugh, their tears, their smile, their words. All fake. And owhya, a LIAR too. Pathetic person like that should just shut their mouth. There's no effect to this world if they keep in silence for a moment. (punyalah bikin panas....huh!)
Labels: me and my life