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Tuesday, September 28
Let Me Tell You @ Tuesday, September 28, 2010

When I wake up beside you, I'd tell you how perfect you look. I'd tell you that you're more beautiful than the sunlight gracing your face and hair. And I know you'd smile. I know you'd blush, because that's the way you are, and you'd flash me the warmest of smiles that stops my heart from beating every single time. And I'd tell you how beautiful you are and how immaculate you look but you'd just hit me on the shoulder and tell me I'm lying. I'm not though, and I'd never lie to you.
We'd go out, probably for lunch and eat somewhere classy. I'd take you to the finest restaurant in town just because you deserve that much. But you'd never agree to it. You'd take me somewhere I never knew existed and we'd eat there. I'd have the envy of the entire world. The waiter would spill the soup on my shirt and you'd frown, because that's just the way you are. I'd smile though, not because I like the pain but because of the very simple fact that I'm with you.
We'd walk in the park and I'd hold your hand. You'd blush of course, because that's just the way you are, and I'd tell you that I'm never going to let it go if I could. We'd find a spot near the lake and, as we sit down on the grass to talk, I'd have the envy of the world. I'd tell you that we must have found the perfect spot in the whole park and then you'd smile. And then I'd tell you that while you're beside me though, it all completely disappears. You'd smile again, brighter this time, and you'd tell me I'm lying; but trust me, I'm not.
We'd go home and I'd cook you dinner. I'd burn the steak or I'd forget to cool the wine. But you'd probably just smile and tell me it was perfect, even though it's not, because that's just the way you are. We'd talk for hours on the roof deck of the building. Your eyes would sparkle brighter than the bright lights of the city. I'd tell you that but you'd just tell me I'm lying. You'd look at the dark night sky and you'd tell me that someday you'll be famous and then it would be my turn to smile because I know for a fact that you already are even though you don't need to be. And then I'd have the envy of the entire world.
We'd go to bed and I'd sprawl my arms to hold you. You'd smirk first then you'd hold me instead, because that's just the way you are. And then you'd fall asleep, silent like the slumbering world. I'd kiss you, lightly, and I'd tell you I love you. And in that moment while being with you, I would have the envy of the world. I'd tell you, as you slept, that I've never been happier in my entire life. I'd tell you that I never regretted the decision that I would love you forever when I saw you the very first time—during that beautiful afternoon when you dimmed everything else and you became my world. I'd kiss you, lightly, and I'd never sleep when my very dreams are right beside me.

I smile to myself now. I'd tell myself that I'm going to tell you tomorrow and that whatever would happen is beyond me; but then I'd ask myself if I could ever bear the dream to shatter. I'd ask myself the same damning question I ask myself everyday and I'd always not have an answer. My life might shatter the very moment you are no longer my dreams. Would I, could I, should I risk the dream for a better or worse reality? I'd take to the sky and fly with these wings crafted from my will; but I'd fall, like Icarus, because that's just the way you are.

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Wednesday, September 22
Me myself @ Wednesday, September 22, 2010

~Guys don’t actually look after good-looking girls. they prefer neat and presentable girls.
~Guys hate other flirts.
~Are you doing something?” or “Have you eaten already?” are the first usual questions a guy asks on the phone just to get out from stammering.
~Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.
~When a guy really likes you, he’ll disregard all your bad characteristics.
~Guys go crazy over a girl’s smile.
~Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or your friends (guys)
~Guys cry!!!
~Don’t provoke the guy to heat up. Believe me. He will.
~When you touch a guy’s heart, there’s no turning back.
~Guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like.
~When a girl says “no”, a guy hears it as “try again tomorrow”. So true.
~Guys love their moms.
~A guy would sacrifice his money for lunch just to get you a couple of roses.
~If a guy tells you he loves you once in a lifetime. He does.
~It’s good to test a guy first before you believe him. But don’t let him wait that long.
~Guys really admire girls that they like even if they’re not that much pretty.
~A guy finds ways to keep you off from linking with someone else.
~Guys love girls with brains more than girls in miniskirts.
~When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl. He really is.
~If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him….very important.
~You can tell if a guy is really hurt or in pain when he cries in front of you!
~If a guy says you’re beautiful, that guy likes you.
~Guys love you more than you love them IF they are serious in your relationships.

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Guys Don't Wanna hear.. @ Wednesday, September 22, 2010

 "I'm friends with all of my ex-boyfriends."
 "You never bring me flowers/call me anymore/[fill in the blank]."
 "I beat you again! Want to play another game?"
 "I tell my best friend everything."
 "Maybe we should date other people."
"My ex used to... "
"That's it?" 
"Are you done?" 
"Don't worry, he's just my ex."

 

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Tuesday, September 14
God Is Great @ Tuesday, September 14, 2010

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Sunday, September 12
Confession @ Sunday, September 12, 2010

DEAR,
YOU'RE THE BEST THING ABOUT ME
!!!

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Saturday, September 11
Et cetera... @ Saturday, September 11, 2010

(I guess that my girlfirend sleeping ody rite now)..What a boring weekend for me. Just sit in front of the lappy and on9 throughout the day..With nothing to do..
my girlfriend back to Kuala Penyu with her family and will not be back until today (Sunday). So, I can't chat with or reach her through Facebook or whatever. What can I do is call her or just texting her..and, damn..my phone did a "joke" to me (Lowbat)..! so what I did is just texting her and ya..DiGi coverage at Kuala Penyu also did a fucking damn "joke" to me (Xline)..! so my text or maybe her text can't reach in time...argghhh...!
Okay2..enough about that..so now errr...(4:12 a.m) I feel sleepy already...but my friends aren't sleepy yet and their music (jamming)  is so loud even my ears has exploded!! (Joking).... I can't sleep with all that noise..(bikin panas)..so, I surf Youtube and found this vclip adapted from a video game called Gitaroo Man. Title of the song is Legendary Theme..this song is so harmonious and I like it (like the acoustic version) a lot(Hope can play this song in front of my girlfriend like the cartoon did). So, this is it (enjoy):  

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Wednesday, September 8
@ Wednesday, September 08, 2010

We had a fight last night. Due to the small things that are not important to us. Perhaps I am a fool for too easily feel uneasy about a matter that should not be the cause anything stupid like this. Sometimes I become less sensitive to her. Now she is insisting the result of stupidity and weakness of mine. I don't like when she ignore me. But sometimes, I also do the same to her. ohhh...how I hate this feeling..dear, please forgive me for what I've done to you...sy sayang dear tau.....(puppy eyes)

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Inside but feel outside @ Wednesday, September 08, 2010

I hope you know.
that I always tried.
to be a good man until my last breath.
I can't pretend.
that I didn't have a feeling for you.
you make me feel like I am free again.
let me kiss you.
let me hold you.

every step you take.
every words you said.
I just know that
...
I'll be yours
forever

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Apology @ Wednesday, September 08, 2010

SORRY
MY MISTAKE

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Tuesday, September 7
I Learn... @ Tuesday, September 07, 2010

I really love her, I let her know
The best thing is, I never know what will happen the next minute
I learn to build a life together with her
Me and her learn to love each other
For who we are, not for what we are

I Love You

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Sunday, September 5
True @ Sunday, September 05, 2010

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Friday, September 3
I want @ Friday, September 03, 2010


First know Ekin in Young and Dangerous as Chan Ho Nam, he had long hair, he was taciturn saying few words, he is definitely mixed in with the underworld, yet he gave off a righteous feeling.
I WANT A HAIRSTYLE LIKE THIS!!!!!! and I think its COOL!! LOL!