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Thursday, December 8
Can't Live Without You @ Thursday, December 08, 2011

as i watch u slowly disappear
i remember u with a tear
the first time i cry in many a year
hoping you were here
i wish i could talk but fate stole my voice
i wish i had a choice

as the music plays my heart slowly shatters 
in my room i watch my blood splatter
as i stand alone surrounded by my own sadness
i watch as u disappear from my life
i no longer have a life
as i live in a world without you 
i slowly fall to pieces 
and fade into a book that has long since been read......................

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Candle Light @ Thursday, December 08, 2011

My love,
is like a candle light..
Melting slowly,
day n night..

Sometimes dim,
sometimes bright..
Wind oppressing,
must win the fight..

She held the candle,
with great care..
I got a person,
my light to share..

But she blew it off,
just in a sight..
My love,
is like a candle light......

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Make Believe @ Thursday, December 08, 2011

Late at night when I can’t sleep,
I like to close my eyes and make believe.
I pretend to `be free.
Free of anxiety,
Free of fears.
Free of hurt,
Free of tears.
No more judgment,
No more blame.
No more aches,
No more pain.
Free of pressure,
Free of shame.
Gone with ridicule,
Gone with confusion.
Gone with doubt.
Rid of mistrust,
Rid of lust, instead of love.
When I can’t sleep at night,
I love to close my eyes and make believe.
I make believe I’m free,
And hope one day I will be.

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How Sad @ Thursday, December 08, 2011

Here i stand, a broken man 

nowhere to turn to, not even and empty hand,

no one could ever understand,

how ruthless,cold,or vile I've been,

I've fought my whole life,

I've dealt with the cold edge of a dull bladed knife,

but nothing could ever hurt me worst,

than your cold hearted words,

coming from the one i love so dearly,

why didn't you believe me now you see me,

i wanted us to last to grow old and watch the sunset,

but go on join in with the rest,

cheat lie steal threat,

I'm better off left for dead.

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